wonders

Its been just over two months.

At the two month point, I nearly jumped on to write. But write to who? I talked to you all day Josh. Did you hear me?

Your father and I are having a hard time. I hope you know just how much we will never forget about you.

You changed us Josh, in all the best ways. We will never take the shape we were before you. You were the best of us.

We want a baby, we've always wanted a baby. For nine weeks we had one. We had you, the best one. Now we want you. We miss you, not just a nameless faceless baby, we miss every feeling you sent through us. We miss who you made us as individuals and as a family. We want a baby, but so much more than that we want you.