Maybe

We aren't trying to have kids now. We will, someday.
But we've stopped.
We're making new dreams, new goals.

We are going to soccer games and staying out late.
We're gonna travel, we're gonna drink.
We are going to make irresponsible choices.

We don't have to worry about you.
You wont change. You already are.
You're already done.

I've already failed.
So now I can try something new.
No need to try what you know you can't do.

This isn't a poem.
Promise
I don't do poems.

You are, and you aren't.
You were but are not anymore.
And if I try again, you still might not be.
So why try now.

We're gonna try something else for a while.
But we still wish we couldn't.
We still wish you were.